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i have always said i dont regret anything that ive done in life it is today more than ever that i realized this is true if it wasnt because ive made mistakes in my life, i wouldnt have gained the wonderful things that i have presently, like my more than amazing boyfriend and loyal friends and though it is unfortunate that i missed out on friendships because of misunderstandings, im thankful that i got the opportunity to fix them its like the saying goes, "better late than never", right?
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[16 Jan 2009|09:38pm] |
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so im only writing in this thing cause im extremely bored not like anyone is going to read it anyway but yeah...
the other day babe was here for a while when it came time for him to leave, like always, i tried to stall i jumped on his back and wrapped my legs and arms around him so he wouldnt leave and he tried to wrestle me off of him cause it was late and he had homework to do i accidentally hit my head against the laptop and i started to cry not because i hit my head, but because i didnt want him to leave he thought it was because id hit my head and he kept trying to cheer me up i told him why i was crying and he snuggles with me =[ i hate the fact that im so dependent of him i wish hed just move in already D:< night time is the worst time of day i feel so lonely
today he said hed take me to blue man group i was in a rush all day so i kinda knew we wouldnt be able to go but when i called him he was with friends and i was all -_- dont get me wrong, i like his friends but egh hes mine! D:< but yeah... i know he needs his guy time a break from me =/
enough about that though lets see... what new? well, im still working with my sister and i got a job at petsmart going to school full time as well im barely ever home and when i am, like now, im completely miserable
i miss my friends and apparently they miss me too julia txt me that she wants to hang out shes been at home for weeks cause shes got a messed up ankle zelene says that when she hung out with her friend ally, she kept wanting to call her squishy dee wants to see me too ill prob get to see her before anyone else though a friend from work and school is giving away her puppy and im going to take it to wendy oh, and i havent gone on a double date with cat and john in ages! it sucks james seems to have disappeared tiny too i miss them hoes like crazy
blah i wonder what babe is doing prob napping or gaming with his friends maybe he forgot about me i wonder if he ever gets tired of me i know im clingy but hes never said anything =[
i have new pets the same cats ive always had and the 2 birds babe gave me a betta for my birthday cause i wanted one really bad hes gorgeous his name is twinkie he is sapphire blue with burgundy fins i bought him 2 girlfriends cause i was trying to breed him but ive had no luck gigi is pale with red fins and dory is sapphire blue i bought 3 hermet crabs to fill up the tank i had for the ones that died a few years back their names are sebastian, spiderpig and scrap sebastian molted about two weeks ago it was so cool at first i thought he was dead but later saw him in the shell hes really pale now though but hell recover =] the latest addition to my pet family is bijoux, shes a cute robo dwarf hamster ^_^ i got her name from the kids show hamtaro hehe =D all i want now is a miniature turtle and a bearded dragon my house is going to look like a zoo soon <<
idk what else to write about i suck i guess ill update ill update another time im bored hope its no time soon... x[
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[30 Dec 2008|07:31pm] |
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hsfdjfusdgf! i havent been on lj in the longest!! though i only got on to read squishy's new posts and catch up on whats up with her =] im in the middle of cleaning so ill come back... eventually, and update lots of new stuffs, lots has changed but to sum it all up, im happier than ever lets just say i got my happy ending... or is it just the beginning? ;)
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[19 Nov 2007|01:46am] |
this weekend has been the best of my life so far on saturday i hung out with ralph and michael two amazing people theyre so fun to be around because theyre just so chill and funny
and sunday was awesome beyond words i got to hang out with my really good friend julia at bayside and then we went to the AAA for WWE survivor Series we chilled and then skipped a few people to get in line i bought an RKO shirt i dont like orton, but the shirt has awesome graphics and we had to go up to the 400 level to find our seats bleeding heart seats, but its wrestling! so i didnt really care i saw farrq on the way there i was in awe! an hour into the show, julias mom came and got us her manager hooked her up with suite level tickets for us and we had the most amazing view ever and i saw linda mcmahon
and it was just an amazing weekend and im tired as fawke so ill updat esome other time... maybe night!
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[02 Nov 2007|07:00pm] |
he is amazing! ♥
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